It’s 9:14pm right now and I’m dying inside. I’ve had 6-7 hours of sleep since Monday. Camp was exhausting. Going back to school tomorrow is going to be terrible.
I feel disgusting right now. Fat as ever. I want to starve myself and exercise until it’s all fucking gone. I want to be 100 lbs. :c or 130-140 is fine. I want to be happy.
Courtney is stealing Ashley away from me. I wanted to have a best friend and she’s fucking it up for me. They bought matching men’s clothing today. Excluded me. They stayed up late sharing stories Monday night. I just hate everyone right now. I have no one in the city to talk to.
I’m so alone. Fuck.