I haven’t written in awhile. I’ve thought about it, I just feel it’s not important. I wish I had a best friend,…

I can’t see my keyboard on my iPod very well because my tears are clouding my vision.

Everything sucks right now.

It’s 9:14pm right now and I’m dying inside. I’ve had 6-7 hours of sleep since Monday. Camp was exhausting. Going back to school tomorrow is going to be terrible.
I feel disgusting right now. Fat as ever. I want to starve myself and exercise until it’s all fucking gone. I want to be 100 lbs. :c or 130-140 is fine. I want to be happy.
Courtney is stealing Ashley away from me. I wanted to have a best friend and she’s fucking it up for me. They bought matching men’s clothing today. Excluded me. They stayed up late sharing stories Monday night. I just hate everyone right now. I have no one in the city to talk to.
I’m so alone. Fuck.

I choose not to write here anymore because no one reads it.
But I will update myself.
1. Choreographing dance. I’m going to be behind when I go to camp.
2. Ashley and I talk all period long.
3. LEADERSHIP CAMP IN 5 DAYS!!
4. I hate this class, but Austin is cute.
5. I hate everyone. But I’m better at driving.
6. Marcos is so weird. Hahah it’s awesome.

I lost track of how many days are left, but it’s somewhere around 155.

B

It was a late start today and my hero class went to ihop. So much drama. But Kylli, Ashley, and Courtney were making things better.
Trig was funny cos of Ashley. Third hour was kind of boring. Fourth hour sucks. 5th hour was boring. 6th hour was okay.

Marcos is my new bff. But then again everyone is my bff. Lololol

Fuck da world. Government sucks so bad. I am too sick to make my own declaration of independence. Bitches.
I suck at selling bagels.
4th hour is so boring.
3rd hour is getting really competitive.
2nd hour is lame.
& first hour~ I just want to start concert dances already.

I’m vp of awards an recognition. :)

First hour is sucking right now. Someone new and interesting needs to come into the class.
Trig sucks.
I kind of love my 3rd hour right now.
4th hour sucks.
5th hour is annoying.
6th hour is the same old thing. I like everyone in there though. Mostly anyways.

Since my mom is always on the laptop.

I didn’t win my hero election. I never win anything.

I wish my Ipod would post to this tumblr.

We had a weird schedule. It went 1, 2, 4, lunch, 3, 5, 6. 

1. We decided on a class shirt. It’s going to look awful. But whatever. As long as everyone shuts the fuck up.
2. Hardly anyone was in class because they were all in the assembly. We went to the second assembly and I almost lost my voice. After the club parade, John came and stood next to me for class competition. We totally won. :3 
3. I laughed so hard I started crying. Just because the people I was sitting next to were so stupid. XD I am terrible at not thinking things are funny. Oh man. 
4. Holocaust was really boring.
5. The Ultimate Driving Quiz from like 95. rofl omg. 
6. I love the people in gov’t. When the sweep music came on, it was awk. John was all, “Hey Nattie, listen to the song!” and it was saying like,  ”Won’t you be maaah girl?” or something of the sort. It was really awkward. But he is cute. So I don’t know. Mclovin is back in the class. Casey is cool. Roy is my bff, but creepy. ;) Just tidding. 

172 more lovely days of school.